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» Saturday, January 14, 2012 / -12:07 AM

我有梦，却不敢追。
渐渐开始怀疑自己是不是真的喜欢我所喜欢的。
渐渐开始害怕自己会后悔...渐渐地不追梦了。

十年过后的我，会不会又后悔自己当年不勇敢地追梦呢？
我只记得十年前的自己，依然天真，认为只要有梦，什么都难不了自己。
今天，拌住我的却不是我的能力，而是莫名其妙的责任感。
不想让最亲爱的家人失望。不想残酷地抛下一切去追梦。
眼前的路有太多地不知道，有太多人的怀疑。

我。还是我吗？

» Monday, January 9, 2012 / -2:54 PM

好久好久没有上来写写字了！
很多事情都变了...
有些感觉想表达出来，却找不到对的词句...
今天的我，很懒，每天期待着明天的到来..
期待接下来会发生的事，但仔细地想，却真的不知道我在等什么。

» Sunday, August 29, 2010 / -10:31 PM

I promise. I really really really promise.

From tomorrow onwards, I will not be on Facebook and Youtube till my promos are over.

I will do it. I will really do it.

I promise...

» Tuesday, August 3, 2010 / -12:16 AM

Feeling really complex now. I don't know how to describe how I feel neither do I know how to express myself.

I didn't know what I want, feeling really confuse.

告诉自己一切都是错觉.

我以为我明白了，放下了，却发现自己错了。

我到底心里在想什么，我自己都不知道了。

I think I am mad.

Tired till I want to cry.

Physically and mentally.

Jia you yuxin! You have to go on. like forever...

» Friday, July 2, 2010 / -10:43 AM

有感而发 … …

今天看到了明星志工对，他们去了印度.

突然想起自己也去过印度。

但想到的不是自己受的“苦”，而是想起自己看到过的画面。

那一些让人心酸，难过，甚至不舒服的画面。

但当时看到时，也最多是为他们感到难过，顿时明白自己是多么幸福的.

现在想起，认为自己是多么自私。因为其实我真的没有勇气去帮他们。

我好自私，我怕自己受伤害，我怕他们。

看完了节目，发现自己真的真的好幸福，有饭吃，有书读，有床睡。

刚考完时，前几个钟头还为这几天都没有把试卷做好而难过，但现在却发现考不好试跟他们相比之下真的是为不足道。

想帮他们却发现自己真的什么都做不了。

自己好渺小，能帮的也只有那么小。

好想把自己的幸福分一点给他们，但我又能做什么？

我领悟到：施比受更福。但却好无奈。

多么荒谬的感觉呀… …

有好多人问过我为什么选择去印度。

我只能说因为我学到了你们学不到的东西。

感受到了你们从没有的感觉。

领悟到了你们看不到的东西。

或许嫣然一笑是我的答案。

朋友们，惜福啊！

» Saturday, June 5, 2010 / -11:07 AM

The 6300th day since I am born.

Many of the times, I will key in what I feel at that instant into my phone.
I shall share with you all one the the drafts that I saved when I was on the bus.

和平常一样，我今天搭着同样的巴士回家。唯一不同的是我今天在巴士里看到一对老夫妻。老公公依然握着老婆婆的手......人生便是如此的简单。人生走到最后，很多时候只是想找一个人陪. 所以现在的钱和权到后来又真的值多少？

Hahas. Thats life...

» Wednesday, May 26, 2010 / -8:54 PM

The 6290th day since I am born.

Now the 22th concert is over, June Holiday is here, MYE is here.
Brace yourself up and start the routine of studying AGAIN.
Years after years, I have gone through countless times of MYE and EOY.
To be exact, this is the 11th time I am having my MYE. This is nothing to be proud of, or to complain of. This must be part of every Singaporean student life.

What am I up to now?
Home-based learning.
Unfortunately, I think I am working towards being a hard-core slacker (Despite telling myself countless times I can't behave in this way)
My two sisters have received their MYE results back, no matter what they get, they will always go back to the point that I will sure score A in my upcoming MYE.
For their information, I have not successfully passed any of my econs or GP paper yet. Maybe they didn't realise how hard is to score A in JC. (OR maybe how hard it is for me to continue scoring A)

Boring life. Really boring...

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